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*AbandonedAngel

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About Me Premium Member General Poet Krystal19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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HeartbeatRazor-wire  Hugs tightly  A heart,  Much too big to fit  Inside the small space its given.  Every painful beat it takes  Is followed by a brutal slice.  Blood pumps,  Blood spills.  Blood pumps,  Blood spills.  Struggling to survive,  It keeps beating,  No matter how agonizing,  How excruciating it becomes.  Every scar upon its surface  Is followed by another fresh wound,  Because every time it beats,  It's beaten. Heartbeat
by *AbandonedAngel
Masked DollA broken china doll,  Cracked and damaged,  Defiled and tarnished,  Hides her flaws  Behind the mask of laughter.  She smiles brightly  To disguise the darkness within. Masked Doll
by *AbandonedAngel
DestructiveCreeping  Beneath her flesh  The parasite feeds,  Devouring her soul.  The creature spreads poison.  It burns with the fury  Of a thousand fires.  It swims through her veins  With the swiftness of a sea snake.  Her destruction has begun.  Prowling in the shadows,  Her predator stalks,  Waiting for the perfect moment.  Her love and fear of the creature  Overwhelming.  Her face contorts  Into dread and longing.  The creature, amused,  Strikes her prey,  Biting into her flesh,  Teeth and claws open old wounds  And create new ones.  Poiso Destructive
by *AbandonedAngel
WoundedI bleed,  And I don't know how to stop it.  I'm wounded and will not heal.   
The crimson seeps through  The bandage of poetry.   
My hands are dirty,  Bloody from trying to stop the flow.  I'm wounded and cannot heal.   
The scarlet oozes past  The gauze of dancing,  And singing.  Gushes through  The plaster of yoga  And Omega-3's.   
Heart pulsing,  Red spilling with each beat,  Will I survive?  I throw myself at the world,  Hoping to find something,  Someone that will stop this bleeding.   
I smile,  Write poetr Wounded
by *AbandonedAngel
MistakeMy heart burns.  I baked cookies too early.  The scent still lingers in the house,  And here I am,  My heart in flames.  I opened my mouth.  Let the secret penetrate  The innocent ears of another  Helpless soul.  And my burning heart is my consequence.  I don’t know when to tell,  And I don’t know when to hide.  He was too close to me,  At least that’s what my hindsight tells me.  He knows me and my family.  All I know now is screaming,  Inaudible,  Deafening.  All I can imagine is a beautiful,  Shining blade,  Slicing my skin, & Mistake
by *AbandonedAngel
Smothered SolaceEmerald grass,  Cool against skin,  Envelopes  Embraces.  Elder trees,  Sheltering,  Comforting,  Shading.  Grass blades reach  Over human limbs,  Grasping,  Growing.  Emerald blades  Envelope her,  Pulling her under.  They protect her,  They bury her,  She willingly suffocates,  For the cool and dense sensation  Of grass and soil  Swallowing her,  Loving her,  Binding her,  Shielding her.  She revels in the darkness,  And with one last breath,  Takes in the comfort  Of sweet entrapment. Smothered Solace
by *AbandonedAngel
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Insomnia...

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 12:31 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Celtic Dreams by Lifescapes
  • Reading: Wicca: A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner
  • Watching: Your Mom (very mature!)
  • Playing: Treasure Madness via Facebook
  • Eating: Your Face (you know it!)
  • Drinking: water
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Can't sleep, so I'm writing a journal.

I've still been struggling. I have my okay moments. I have my not so okay moments. I have amazing days, like when I get to spend time with my friends and we end up meditating by candlelight with Celtic music. I have horrible days, like when my car engine exploded on the way home from my support group.

I was thinking about dropping my classes until I can fix my car, which I figured would be indefinite. But I figured there's only a month left, and I'd just end up with F's, so I'll just take the RT for the next four or five weeks. And I'll figure it out from there.
But then my mom tells me she has money for me for my car. This makes me very pleased, and all the more motivated to find me a better job with less stress and more pay.

So yeah...that's kind of what's going on I guess. ^^;

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Northern California, USA
  • Interests: Anything fantasy/medieval, night sky, almost any music.
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings trilogy, V for Vendetta, b&w movies, any Shakespeare, any fantasy/epic movies
  • Favourite band or musician: Garbage, Tarja Turunen, Epica, Emilie Autumn, The Birthday Massacre, Disturbed, Razed in Black
  • Favourite genre of music: hard rock, prog/epic/power/melodic/symphonic metal, victoriandustrial, trance, world, new age
  • Favourite artist: Saimain, Wen-M, kerembeyit, twosilverstars, crookedsixpence, pu-sama
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkien, Shakespeare, Emily Dickinson, Sylvia Plath, E. A. Poe, Emilie Autumn, Shirley Manson
  • Favourite photographer: werol, karil, x-horizon
  • Favourite style of art: Art is beautiful in any aspect, so I really can't choose a favorite. :)
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Favourite game: LotRO, The Hobbit, Alice, Drakan, The Longest Journey, Still Life, Kameo, Rock Band (drummer), DDR
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Shego
  • Personal Quote: Suffering begets art...
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper, and emotion
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*PiccolaRia Nov 13, 2009, 6:26:05 AM
Thank you so much for :+fav:ing my Between Heaven and Earth and supporting me! Much appreciated! :D

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Cru .-°*°-. a . k . a .-°*°-. Ria

Please, check out my gallery!!:gallery:
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*AbandonedAngel Nov 13, 2009, 9:51:11 AM
You're very welcome! It's a beautiful piece! :heart: :aww:

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What if I'm the kindest demon? Something you may not believe in.
:iconpiccolaria:
*PiccolaRia 5 days 15 hours ago
Very kind of you! :heart:

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Cru .-°*°-. a . k . a .-°*°-. Ria

Please, check out my gallery!!:gallery:
[link]
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=mk87 Oct 24, 2009, 5:07:10 AM
:icondbthx1::icondbthx2::icondbthx3:

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*AbandonedAngel Oct 31, 2009, 8:14:15 AM
You're welcome! :aww:

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What if I'm the kindest demon? Something you may not believe in.
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*Voltarrens Sep 9, 2009, 5:32:34 PM
Like your new little avatar :) and styling

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*AbandonedAngel Sep 9, 2009, 5:37:40 PM
Thank you very much. :D Yeah, I like it better. Much less angsty. ;P

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What if I'm the kindest demon? Something you may not believe in.
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=mk87 Aug 26, 2009, 2:13:34 AM
Thanks yet again! :heart:

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*AbandonedAngel Aug 26, 2009, 6:48:04 PM
You're welcome! :D

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What if I'm the kindest demon? Something you may not believe in.
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~Moafette Aug 15, 2009, 12:59:02 PM
Your poems are simply amazing. :D

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Cat face, he's got a big cat's face, he's got the body of a cat and the face of a cat, and he flies through the air cause he's got a cat face, cat face.
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